3.1.10

it's been a while...

yes,im back...
hibernated and kept silent for quite some time.
im evaluating my life...

now its already 2010.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.

clock ticking fast and as if the world is shrinking.
as i grew older,i cant seem to know what should or should not,whom to trust and what to do...

days passes with all happiness and crowd i used to have...
all days nags on money,dilemma and lots of explanations and raising more and more questions...

i wished i could be five again...
sitting among my life-sized bears and collections of dolls...
where i am saved from any harm...

the world is harsh.
living means learning...
and learning is by evaluating past,mistakes and do observations...
experiences verdict the present..
and going through it all is painful...

children,
life has value to pay...
mark that.

may days ahead shines bright and i will no longer live in glooms

2 comments:

Ain Nadzri said...

if those words came truely from ur heart...m fully support...u noe i always be there for u...no matter how hard it was n it is goin to be...only we noe...

putq i think u should start writing...ur talent may be u never discover...trust me u may succeed with this... just make a trial...

hehehehe..long time im not seeing u makes me wonder what ur life...keep asking fara....n yet i noe u r fine...let gone by gone but take experience to be ur great teacher ok...

gonna look forward to meet u...

nUruL hiFzah said...

good to hear dat u r still alive babe..hahaha..missin u badly.. wish i cud turn back time..byk syal bnde nk share ngn ko..tp tatau if i cud even trust pepul lagi...hahahaa...pening ngn hidup ni..btol la..life is a karma..jp naek jp turon..now i knoe hw u felt dulu..huuu...ol i cn say is..im stuck at dat time..skang..i dun even has da gut to trust other pepul..pepul might think im bad..saying sum bullshits bout me...hell i care..mulot org susuah nk tutop kn..same cm ak gak..manusia..hidop x penah nk sempurne...damn u putq..text me...