paradigm of forgiving

its common in the norm of right n wrong world as people tend to hurt n get hurt. Apart of karma that giving chance for correcting past mistakes n to learn the value of life, forgiveness is another value that margins another value in living life. Forgiveness is neither a martydom nor ought to be said playing angle.no such thing as half-hearted forgiveness but to forgive or to hold grudge. Theres a certainty that the person who get hurt were tend to believe that person who wrong them deserved to be punished.its a pathetic factual that rules the norm:



WE CAN LIVE WITHOUT FORGIVENESS OF PEOPLE WE'VE WRONGED BUT NOT WITHOUT FORGETTING PEOPLE WHO OWE OUR FORGIVENESS.

tonight i seems to lost my mood on writting...i'll continue later k.

hari2 terakhir di kuantan

popo and farra were the two c*p*t who always lingers around me since the minute i woke up, every minutes of eyes blinking untill i fallen asleep, they were there cheering me up with all silly stuff made together.
nasty words, notty stuff,motherly and a whole lot of laughter cracking and heart breaking sharing moments were shared!
yeah, along with niger who always loiter around us as well, thanks fren.
not to forget pang, yeh, shah, abe, kucuk and azra as well who hang out with us...

i shall never forget the best part of the adventurous trip to bekelah hutan lipur which we climb up a curam air terjun n farra made a hillarious and breath taking scene...

the good time we had on the day we kidnap shah from the hospital, went to karaoke and lepak at tc studying for the next day exam...

the night we went for "jgn tegur" ramai2...

esp moment where we set up the table for lunch, masak and study and survey ruma sewa baru sama2...
once, farra cooked a marvelous baked meat and we went sending a wholesome to yeh n pang n we went bersila makan at the middle of kos hall way...

not to forget when boredom stikes, farra gets an idea to kill time by making us doh for roti canai and aziz showed up to show some skill tebar roti and all 4 of us made 7wonderful roti canai...hehahhaha...

thanks for the night i got bullied by niger po n farra...on my birthday after my movie date with abg azra...
sheeish..a lot of cute guys were ther n i look hillariously terrible running here n there chasing over those who made me a walking telo-lady!

thanks ya all...for making my days~

im 21st on 8th

im getting older by age...
but getting siily-er by childishness or maybe stupidity?

its my bithday on 8th...
thoughtfull closed friends,mates and family did not missed the chance to wish 'happy birthday'
however,
deep inside i bleeds at every questions arised in my head...

WHEN?
WILL IT BE JUST LIKE I EXPECTED?
WHY?

i missed the first caller who called on my 20th birthday midnight...
every single seconds...
i do...
alot...


did 8th april means nothing? what about 14th of every months esp february?

i wished for nothing else but just a simple wishes,
showing that i do mean something,

i guess my 21st birthday wish will never come true...