battlefield

we're battling to survive.
yes.
at this moment,azra is at kota bahru working real hard.striving n sweating for a month.
he's away and having hard time.
bodyache,hard working and hecticness overwhelming his atmostphere...and im distance away!
i miss him load~
its really hard living hithout him n he's away for too long and busy with jobs...
i used to have him around me always.

im struggling here.
coping up with chaos from the past.
mistake of hearbrokened me.
making a disasterous today.
but everything undone.for indecisive me and very depending on him.
but all worries and sorrow were cured.
with lovely friendships here god gave me.
i love you all.

i missed home bad.
im sorry ma, for not coming home sooo long.
im bad and selfish.
now these is what i'll get!
and ayah,i'll be home.still be ur no.1 daughter that will make you proud.
im still not too late,am i?