i was supper hyper this morning...giggling non stop,babbling this and dat to my poor sleepy roomate who woke up for sahur...and complaining bout my phone,frustrated for unable to pick up call from my ayie...the keypad cannot be pressed for unexplainable reason and hey! you should see how my phone looks like then u'll get what i mean...it's a 3310 old nokia but PDA style with kilometrico as the stylus~(that was before i sit for health assessment midterm exam this morning~!). i havent sleep since a day before yesterday...thanks to indocafe black coffee that was suppose to keep me awake for the stay up to finish up my revision.however, i did stayed up all night long but didnt manage to covers all topics for the exam this morning...how pathethic~!but luckily the exam wasnt that bad.after all...paying attention in the class do worth atleast 30%,right?! and yup!~it does...(means that i did gain something though having day dreaming almost everytime....ala...lectures sometimes can be boring esp. during dull mornings with such monday blues sort of things! tipu laa anda pon tak macamtu eyth?!)...
now,i escape a class...sumsort of religion class...because i could not focus and my head is full of craps ideas...(nak isi online uitm application laa... bayar fees uia laa... assignment laa... ticket raya laa... budget lari due to ticket maken mahal laa... nak turun kl laa... kasut da koyak tapi duet nak habes daa... plan nak jumper ayie and kengkawan laa... phone nazak laa...mcm2!~)
so i decide to be here in the library, online for the iuitm thingy and yes, posting this blog laa...
what grabbed my concern here is that how am i suppose to cope with such financial-related stress with bloody packed schedule on academic?! (finals approching and short sems coming and that we had to find our own alternative to pay the fees for short-sem and posting to hospitals for practicle gain NO ELAUN!~ adehhhh~! oh~! f.y.i im taking nursing... fate-d maybe...dont ask why im staying... still figured minded here... thats why am looking for another alternative... however apart of me started to love this super challenging profession~!
i was a mediocre spm graduates that later offered to uitm taking diploma for science which i longing to go... later applied star scholar and did managed to be offered to take fast track degree in uk for psychology which i sangat laaa interested...but veto power says i should go to uia...there fore,here i am survived the very though 2 years foundation (academically successfull, also adaptation wee-doned) and here trapped in the middle of suluk (bak kate ayie) of pahang...uia kuantan serba indah with beruk2 who always curik my makanan and pecah2 kan biskut!~...taking nursing~!
nursing studied more detail to be compared to our pharmacies colleques, but not as tough as medic laa... fees mahal and the maintanance (books from overseas, uniforms, medical kits, fees) already cost me 2 thou 3 out of 3 thou 2 from ptptn...
plus2...foods here charges us extravaganze mahal than kl or pj~! ayam sekangkang kera and nasi berminyak rm6 kat bazaar during puasa...cafe sells ayam goreng and sambal dengan nasi putih rm4sumthing....gugur bulu mata nak bayar!~
tu laa alkisah...degan duet ticket mlambung skrg... put me in such depressive mood and hell yeah~!burn a hole in my pocket~! digging more wrinkles and pupming more adrenaline and sweats~!
adeyh~!my dream of having a laptop shall be burried for another decade~! what more ipod or 3G phone...takperr laa...as long as my current bf stays and my frens here susah senang...cukup!~
ok...sampai sini fer now...got else stuff to do...u ppl take care~! pray my wikend plan to trun kl, lari....pluk and giget ayie berjaya~! yeay~! braper bulan tak jumper beb!~ nanti lagi lamerr... huhu...bz sayer...tho he never bother that much but its a big deal to see him blerr lamer tak jumper...he's one of reason to rejuvinate my motivation~!just by seeing his brow eyes and that jual mahal smile...ngeee~!
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