she was writing her diary with a heart tearing sad story,
the fairy tales she imagined had no good end.
so she plead by her bed for a happy ending dream,so when the dawn arise the sun along with her bright smile.

but she had no dream that night.

so she went out,swung herself humming alone,
she look up into the sky asking why...thinking deeply about what she got in mind.
she look around if she could find a friend to talk to...
a boy showed up in the middle of her sight,asking for her hand.

and so she is no longer alone.

they played and talk among themselves,no one could understand their language.
they start to draw on a piece of plain paper,she kept half page of the drawing and he kept another half.
they always be together ever since then.doing all sorts of things together regardless how bad the rain is and how scary the dark is.
they laugh and cried,holding hand across the river,woods and see the falling shooting stars.

its always one's shadow appear next to another.

she had stop writting her diary since.
she stop imagining and humming.
she forgoten to smile on her own.
she never had time to look up upon the bright sky,she only sat on her bed looking into the rain.
she smiles at him and when she's alone she cried.

she no longer plead,but she had forgotten to wish any.

she is afraid that what she is going through might be the same as her story she wrote,no happy ending...
it was undone,but she could find any way to make it end happily,evrytime she mend the ending,i doesnt make any sense...
her pages were left blank but she keep tearing them for him to draw...
she even let him scribbles every page she had...
she finds him good pencil when the pen she loves to use had run out of ink,tho she could not get a new pen.she let him do what ever he like.

because she can only smile when he smiles.

at times they stumbled,she took the blame.
if he is in pain,she run for help.
if he cant play,feeling not good,she sat by his side.
when he sis tummy screams,she gave him her pie...

she has forgotten about herself,then.

now the drawings are in separate page,he want the plain page for himself,because her
book had runs out of paper.
they played hide and seek,but he never able to find her.but she could felt his presence from far.
they palyed run and chase but he would run leaving her behind and when she falls...
he stopped,came to see her,but never said sorry.

she bleed,he tells her to go home.

she cant walk.but she said nothing.
she tried to smile,but the pain was deep.
he tells to come and play again.
she knew she couldnt run or walk as usual.
but she came down to see him when he called her name.
she hardly stand on her feet,he thinks she's not fun anymore...

so she went up to her bed,hoping that he could understand her...

so now she is what she wrote.
tell her how to write a happy ending.
because she seems to caught in between reality and tales of her own...

TO BE CONTINUED~